What's Going On ??

Huh!
I dun know what happen to me.
totally different study in IPTA and school

everything must do it by me. no more feedspoon
must be independent.!
miss my old school
Thanks to God because give me chance.
trying to change myself and trying to change everything.

Life must go on but i dont know how to do everything at the same time.
Really dont know.
how.which one? who? what?
Fuck up!!
Im trying to do it but cant!!
Life is drama
I still can smile and cheer up myself but I dont know how to settle it with my patience.!